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Jordan “DJay” Patrick “blindrapture” Alex Dooling, at your service once more. British by law, American by voice, Web 1.0 by soul, a living breathing fanfic character. I like James Joyce, Valve software, Sonic the Hedgehog, and long lists of things. And, above all else, I like You.

My family is good. Nathan took the pictures. Dad gave me the jacket. Both of them got me the Steam Deck, because they believe in me. We were not born this way; healthy communication takes courage and maintenance, and that’s what makes life worth living.

Run, think, shoot, live, laugh, love. <3

EDIT: I HAVE A WEBSITE

to splurge on pikmin 4, or to not splurge and just wait until I next get paid

I haven’t even beaten pikmin 3 yet. I am not particularly good at pikmin. it is just enough of a strategy/survival game to give me lots of trouble. and if I buy pikmin 4 now, I will not have much money left.

I could just get the free demo. it is a big demo, after all.

….on the other hand, fomo.

food money? or fomo.

sigh.

elodieunderglass:

beemovieerotica:

I know people on tumblr looove stories of underwater cave diving, but I haven’t seen anyone talk about nitrogen narcosis aka “raptures of the deep

basically when you want to get your advanced scuba certification (allowing you to go more than 60 feet deep) you have to undergo a very specific test: your instructor takes you down past the 60+ foot threshold, and she brings a little underwater white board with her.

she writes a very basic math problem on that board. 6 + 15. she shows it to you, and you have to solve it.

if you can solve it, you’re good. that is the hardest part of the test.

because here’s what happens: there is a subset of people, and we have no real idea why this happens only to them, who lose their minds at depth. they’re not dying, they’re not running out of oxygen, they just completely lose their sense of identity when deep in the sea.

a woman on a dive my instructor led once vanished during the course of the excursion. they were diving near this dropoff point, beyond which the depth exceeded 60 feet and he’d told them not to go down that way. the instructor made his way over to look for her and found a guy sitting at the edge of the dropoff (an underwater cliff situation) just staring down into the dark. the guy is okay, but he’s at the threshold, spacing out, and mentally difficult to reach. they try to communicate, and finally the guy just points down into the dark, knowing he can’t go down there, but he saw the woman go.

instructor is deep water certified and he goes down. he shines his light into the dark, down onto the seafloor which is at 90 feet below the surface. he sees the woman, her arms locked to her sides, moving like a fish, swimming furiously in circles in the pitch black.

she is hard to catch but he stops her and checks her remaining oxygen: she is almost out, on account of swimming a marathon for absolutely no reason. he is able to drag her back up, get her to a stable depth to decompress, and bring her to the surface safely.

when their masks are off and he finally asks her what happened, and why was she swimming like that, she says she fully, 100% believed she was a mermaid, had always been a mermaid, and something was hunting her in the dark 👍

👍

blindrapture:

TAPERSunsetters[redacted]

okay I can’t hold back on a song I am this proud of

this is one of the songs I did yesterday

it is… really good

weird late-night (nearly 8 AM here) Throwback Frihorse to this little thing. it’s the song I made that sounds the least like Sunsetters. it is called “Taper” because it is like when I ramble, ramble, ramble, then I eventually taper off. Also because I think this song has some slight similarities to Autechre, and “Taper” is the kind of word they might use to title a song.

this is also one of the best results from my experiments with using LMMS to edit the sounds themselves. the composition just kinda worked with it this time. that does not happen often. (not every song is meant to be put through a Pretty Filter, this is the folly in prioritizing sound quality over composition.) …(but this song is meant to be. this song works.)

this is meant for an album. that album will come when it comes.

certifiedcis:

To a non-american, every Marvel movie is a 3-hour foreign film. Think before you post.

cdi-screens:
“The Super Mario Bros. Super Show: “King Mario of Cramalot”
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cdi-screens:

The Super Mario Bros. Super Show: “King Mario of Cramalot”
[05207/6298]